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A Grieving Traveler

I sat in a train again Without you... I sat with pain again Without you.. I wish you were there I wish to get back your stare I wish to share some words How I wished to look out of the window the same way as yesterday.. This journey that I start again Without you... This journey that I pause more often Without you... As there is no one to put a hand on My shoulder of disdain.. As there is no one to just make a  Harmless gesture of being insane.. How I wished to sip that cup of tea with a relentless life beyond the sea waiting to be free.. *Dedicated to my mom as she shares her feeling of loneliness after my dad passed away last year. They both used to love traveling together... * picture courtesy the author while she captures this on her train ride to  Carlisle, PA.

When You Start Growing

I will tell you life is hard, and laugh right back at you...
I will tell you crying makes it uneasy, and smear the tears
I will tell you I have met eyes that never smile 
I will tell you I have met loneliness that doesn't speak at all
I will tell you I have sat in the same room where life felt empty
I will tell you I have sat looking at someone who just doesn't want to go home 
I will tell you relationships are hard, and will hold your hands right away
I will tell you cold shoulders are greasy but it's the intense warmth that makes you shiver
I will tell you I have met people for who love was the only thing until they picked being lonely
I will tell you relationship devors decorum like a wolf feasting on fresh carcass
I will tell you vultures gather to eat what pains the most, yes the lost ones
I will tell you dark is hard, but directions are easier when unseen
I will tell you what itches me is constant pain
I will tell you how naked I am in reality but no one wants to see you sad
I will tell you how it all begins 
It all begins when you start growing 
*painting courtesy - Debjit Paul - Pinterest Profile 

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