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A Prison Filled With Smoke

 I drew with a pencil that broke in the middle I drew with the shorter half that choked on the riddle I knew it was going to be harder to hide my fiddle I drew on top of a scar that had been ripped open too far I drew the stitches to cover the leakage in rage I made the lead to break I drew dark glasses to hide my eyes from lies that cover my face I drew empty classes where I teach freedom I knew no one would come and take the risk that it encompasses I drew the bucket  that has holes everywhere I drew the station that never sees a train only the pain of everything passing right through the empty tracks I drew a relation that is always in tension what should I say how should I pay what should I do not to stay I drew a blanket to cover my soul I drew a bullet to destroy the ghoul I knew someone will call me out I knew someone will shout I drew a chair where I can sit and think about being fair I drew a floor filled with gravity of good time smoke gathered around me suddenly, I ...

Will You Love Me The Same?

If I told you I am older
Will you love me the same way
If I told you I am a cold person
Will you love me the same way
If I told you all that I haven't told anyone yet
Will you love me the same way
If I told you I get depressed pretty often
Will you hold me the same way
If I told you I cannot impress anyone everyday
Will you spend time with me the same way
If I told you I can be pretty challenging 
If I told you I am aging and there are wrinkles under my skin that I hide with makeup
If I told you I am not adjusting and don't talk to
anyone if I don't have to
If I told you I don't dress up on days and eat cereals from the box in a messy way
Will you be with me the same way
Are you still listening or you have run away
If I told you I don't forget easy
And can stalk you for days making you feel uneasy
If I told you I can be dangerously hunting insects
And can jump in muddy water for hours
If I told you I am not afraid of blood
And I can fight until I hear the sound go thud
Will you still sit with me watching sunset in the park
Hold hands while mosquitoes fly around and overlook the dark
If I told you I don't cry
I keep trying not to but if I do I do end up lying that I am not
If I told you I don't have a lot of friends but when pushed to a crowd I pretend I am having fun
If I told you dark stories of memories that I have lived
Will you still respect that my feelings can be genuine
If I told you I can stick to a cave and have conversations by the grave
Will you be bothered by my interests and just leave the premises
If I told you that I don't want to be seen
If I told you that life is pretty when you are hidden
Will you still come hide with me or want me to make a continuous effort to blend in 
If I toldyou, looks like you are gone
I didn't plan on telling you everything that I just admitted
But looks like you just made up your mind, blindly as you just want things to be repeated
Even though it's a circle of being cheated by the one
you promise to love their inner most


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